You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see but you can’t close your heart to the things you do not want to feel.

Friends

Everyone has them…. The fake ones, true ones, best friends, the ones ur so close to you call each other sisters/brothers… Well I had one just like that… I called her my sister she was always at my house and even my dad started to call her one of his own… But then I moved… We stayed in touch of coarse she still came over and we were still best friends called each other every night and all… But then the year progressed… I stated to like this guy and she knew I did…. She then stated to talk to him knowing that I liked him… So being a good friend I put my liking him on the back burner for her… Then she told me one day that she was never gonna date him and after that day things between him and her started to slow down… They stopped talking as much which eventually ended up him not talking to her at all…. Me and him then started talking… And after a while decided to date… We weren’t really sure about telling her or how to tell her is more like it… But when I did she brushed it off and said that there was no need to worry and that she wasn’t ever gonna date him anyways…. So I went on the rest of the night believing that everything was fine… Little to my knowledge it wasn’t…. Now she doesn’t talk to me and she has nothing to do with me all over a guy… I’m still with this guy but only because I knew from the start that I really liked him… And still do… The ball is in her court right now and it’s all up to her weather or not we talk again…

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Love

You know people think that they love someone after a day of dating… They may think it but it takes time to actually love someone… That one person that you are most comfortable with or that one person that makes you feel gorgeous even when your in sweatpants and a ratty old t-shirt… That’s the person that everyone’s searching for… I don’t know about you but I’m pretty sure I’ve found my person… It takes time to get to know a person… If you can’t tell someone else what that person you “love“‘s favorite band or tv show or color is and if you can say no I haven’t met their mom or dad or siblings you don’t know them… And if you don’t really know someone then how do you know that you truly love them?…. Those little relationships where people are posting on each others wall saying oh I love you soo much when they’ve only been dating for an hour or two really don’t love that person… My question is how do they know… What ever happened to the real meaning of love… These days saying I like you or I really like you mean a whole lot more than I love you.

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There is just something between us that no one can ever understand, because we ourselves don’t even understand it.

There’s nothing you can say to change a person… the truth is people change only when the pain of being the same is too much for them to bear. 

Family

You know if you were in my shoes you would view everybody elses comments about how much they hate their mother and how much they wish that she would just dissapear as a get over it moment… at least you have your mother… Yes I know that there are people that have actually lost their mother to things such as cancer or other sad occaions mines still alive so I thank god for that.. however shes never been apart of my life.. she walked out on me and my little brother when I was younger and she took our little sister as well… I never heard from her again untill a couple of years ago… I now by choice have nothing to do with her so therefore I don’t complain about it much but it just bugs me that people take the fact that they have their mothers for advantage… Im sorry for all of the people out their who have lost their mothers and I can say I dont know exactly how you feel but I have a little idea about what you are feeling.

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